Dated 6 July 2010
To all;
As you all know, I have been doing everything possible to get news out about the crisis here in the Gulf of Mexico. The lies, deceit, the censorship, and witnessing first hand the atrocities have only fueled my intense desire to communicate what I felt was important.
I am angered by a society that would allow such an event to occur. For the sake of power, money, and greed, we have allowed governments and international corporations to dictate what they felt was in the best interest of humanity. Somehow, it became a twisted game of power and greed, and that further fueled my anger.
Today we face an ongoing event in world history that is changing the course of events not only here, but ultimately internationally as well. The death of the Gulf of Mexico is emminent, and no human mind or minds collectively have the knowledge or technical knowhow as to be able to stop it. Life as we know it, life here, is forever changed, and perhaps permanently altered. I don’t know anymore what to think, say, or do.
I also realize that I, in my expressions of anger, have most likely pissed off a ton of people. I have been told, that anger only backs people up, and any message that was intended for them goes unread or unheard.
Today, I received an email from a very close friend. I won’t disclose the email, but will tell you that my conclusion to it was that although my intent at creating change was admirable, my approach was not. It leaves me with a hole that I have no idea as to how to refill it.
I have spent many years of my life challenging conventional wisdom. To some, as I have come to learn, any conversation that is confrontational is unacceptable. I had believed that sometimes you have to stick someone’s face into the manure to get them to realize “Houston, we have a problem”.
The wind has been taken out of my sail, and at the moment, have no idea what to do next. Am I scared? You bet I am. Do I believe all the doomsday sayers? No, but there are things within their views that do warrant attention, for within those words are truths that many do not understand or comprehend. I feel that the information that we are being provided through main stream media is censored, and we do not know the truth of what is actually going on. That for me is a sad state of affairs, and even that leaves me questioning everything about this crisis. At the same time, I am not one to shrug it all off, as I have seen so often these past few weeks, totally dismissing the extent of this crisis, as if it doesn’t exist. These people seem to think that what is being reported is just hype. Somewhere in between perhaps the answer exists, and I will continue to search for that answer.
My ego, my intellectual want to get to the root of this, has betrayed me. I have spent too much time in my head trying to figure it all out. That was fueled by anger.
Now I am facing the need to stop, and allow my heart, my spirit, to guide me. It is jumping into the dark abys and trusting that my spirit guides will once again set wind to my sails.
I apologize to anyone who was hurt, insulted, or simply pissed off by my comments on FB and other venues. At the same time, I am grateful for those who did listen, and have expressed their concern, understanding, and willingness to see the crisis here for what it really is.
Anything I post from now on will be done so to educate, and my personal views, opinions, and comments will no longer be part of those postings. I can only bring forward information, and it is up to you to decide what to do with it.
My Blessings to all of you, and may God bless us all.
Dom


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